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yeah so that essay test? HAHHHHAHAHAA.. two essays. left one blank. wrote two-three sentences for the other and handed it in. 100? DEFFFFFF! so one of the weekdays lastweek k let me driveeeeeee =) so we went in some neighborhood in bensalem and i drove alllll around it like 2203 times. one street had a cop car just chillin there i guess he lived on that street haha but i went around twiceeee and didnt mean too so i was like freakin out. haha. after a little bit of that, i think we went to the pub.
ummm friday me and k picked up jeff. rannndommm! hung out, got chelsea. drove around the world. decided to go to st. dominics (supposedly one of the most hauntest graveyards) so we're in there its soooo scary we kept hearin all this shit and idk it was freezing so we're in there for like 20 minutes.. we see a cop rollin around haha so we all start running in this straight line over all these dead bodie graves so im like going crazy cause i felt so bad hahaha so we get out fine and theres another cop sittin at the farther entrance so we get out cross the street and see him we're like shit we're done.. the cop drives right past us?!?? haha so we ran to Ks car and jettttttttted. it was a fun ass night though.
saturday just chilled waiting for plans. went to byrnes keg with k and chels. it was funfunnnnn. they got so drunk they asked me to drive home.. i was going to then remembered parallel parking.. didnt do it. so we walked. thank god me and K's house is literally around the corner. so im all like freakin out cause their was towing signs EVERYWHERE and i was scared when i gave k the keys she was gonna go back and get the car and crash it and die. so yeah i was worried allll night cause they were sooooo trashed. i made them promise though so that kinda helped. i went to bed at like.. 11!!!! so early. didnt fall asleep for like an hour after that though cause i couldnt stop thinking about the whole situation.
yesterday i babysat.. then took K out to dinner cause i got paid FINALLY. 100$.
haha now i only have 25. COOOOL HOWD THAT HAPPEN?
today went to the mall with K. got john and laurens presents so far.
christmas makes me so exciteddddddddddddd!!!!!!
<333333333 loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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heyheyyyy. so 3 nights ago went to nesham with k. got new shoes. met up with zack joe and evan. then went to joes. k picked me up later. fun night i suppose.
two nights ago just drove around with K. went to bensalem. she let me driveeeeeeeee around in some little neighborhood!!! omg it makes me so excited to drive even though i have yet to get my permit hahhaha and im almost 17. whatever. its so much fun. funny thing is i turn on to this one street.. theres a cop car. im guessing he lived there. i go back on by accident me and k are just laughin im like YESSSSS just what i wanted haha. then met up with pano and johnny and went to the pub (great american diner) and then john st peter steve and jeff came. funnnnniest night in a whilllleeeeeee! there was probably pee on the seat from me and i didnt even notice. hahhaha.
yesterday didnt go to school. kinda felt like i had to throw up in the morning. im surprised my mom let me stay home. then went to nesham around 8 with k so she could hand in an application at journeys. came home cause i wasnt aloud out any longer. went to bed at like 230?
todayyyy was school. beat as shit. came home. waited for k. then we got this kid chris. got john and steve and then went downtown. my shoes gave me a blister on my left foot and it hurt like helllllll. so we walked around a lot then chilled in some cool as like.. i cant explain it but yeah it was so chill. john and steve smoked and we just talked.
i have an essay test tomorrow 1st period. think i studied? of course not. fhsjdlfhlsdjkfgjlzh i needa get my act together.
im probably gonna be working at burger king. HAHAHHAHA funny i know. but hey, money is money. and all my friends work there and just fool around. and my bestfriend tony works there. so ill be with him a lot more now. HOLLLLLLA!!
i guess im done.
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yesterday me and k went to mikeys after school. it was fun. played some drums. i suck but thats okay. blahblah.. so the concert was lastnight, ahahahhahahaahaha! brand new?!!?! are you serious? did that REALLY happen? absolutely horrrrrrrrible.. he had to be on some kinda drug or some shit. he was sweatin since he stepped on stage. so disappointed by that performance, SO DISAPPOINTED. dashboard on the other hand, omfg. i love him. i wanna marry him. i want his children. i want his lastname my lastname.. hahahhaha. hes so amazing. sdkjfklzsdjksjksj. so me k and chelsea dropped off leanne. got some mcdonalds cause we're fat. i payed for all cause im incredible. ate that shit and went back to Ks. was gonna sleepover but decided to just go home cause they were gonna drink anyway and i didnt feel like it.
so i wake up at 940 to some guy painting in my house. i wanted to shoot somebody. i was stuck in my room all day and had to pee soooo bad. he took like 8 hours all together, and is coming back tomorrow. COOOOOL. showered then went tanning with K. came home for 15 minutes and chilled then me and k got mikey from matts and we picked up capri. 30 minutes awayyyy but thats alright. then got dropped off at joeys house. bensalem. my boys. love em. so me joe evan and ryan went to blockbuster. couldnt find a movie so just got freddy got fingered. met everyone else back at joes. zack tony derek troy jared and so on. watched it. it sucked. then everyone had to leave early cause joe has to wake up early tomorrow. so k just got me and we met back up with mikey matt ian wyatt capri and brianna. they were drinking. blahhhh.. went home. now im here. and tired. and probably going to bed any second.
this made me sooo happy.
precursor 8 7 3 (1:39:16 AM): an honest gal,who helps me n listens wqhen i bitch uncontrollably...hell i wouldnt kill ya
love this kid. and he lives like, 7 houses down. woooo. sneakin out? yes.
im in such a bad mood though. oh well.
looking for jobs with k on wed after school. should be fun.
my bestfriend tony got his license today, congrats. even though youll never read this in your life. LOVE YOU
okay, im out. peace.
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WHOA SO ITS BEEN A WHILE. hahaha wow. imma start writing in this again. i dont really wanna but ive had this since 2004 and im not trying to stop it now. i dont really have anything to say though.
lastnight went to mikeys with K and matt and ian were there. chilled around. they all went downstairs and i wanted to go on the computer to check myspace and i seen SNOOD and got really excited and actually ended up playing half the night. hahaa. went downstairs, they were all smokin then k had to leave cause she had a date :) so i went homeeeee and watched greys. come online then went to bed.
tonight is dashboard/brandnew with KGC!! and maybe simone and nick. wayyyyyyyyy excited for that! ive been wanting to see brandnew ever since SEVENTH gradeeee and everytime ive tried they were sold out. so now them with DASHBOARD?! gonna be so fuckin amazing. me and k watched this DVD of him at some of his shows.. and they just stand there and sing their heart out with him. how amazing is that? ksnzdflzskhdfljzsghsz CANT WAIT. if only northstar didnt break up and played with them.. it would be the most amazing show in the history of showsssssssss dahahhaha damn.
wooooooooooooooooo SCHOOOOOOOOL NOOWWWWWWW peaceeeee<33
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again, its been too long. heh. oh well. i dont really know whats been goin on. i guess just the usual. lastnight was one of the funnest nights in so long. i loved everybit of it. around 7 me and terrill walked to adams. haha we laughed the whole walk. then adams was just amazing. i love when everybodys together and having fun. and for once we werent all at eden and nobody was complaining. then that was over and there was like 9 of us left and we played apples to apples. haha pretty much my new favorite game. then K picked me up and we all went back infront of me and K's house so k chels ian and wyatt smoked in the car then we got mike and went to ians. then we slept at ians. wow. funniest night of my life. they smoked more. supposed to drink but it didnt happen. so hopefully tonight and ill just stay at K's. we all just laughed all night long. it was sweet. then we all fell asleep at like 445 which i DIDNT wanna do. haha.
im about to shower. then me and k are prob. goin back to ians. then ill go out for a lil. soccer at 730. then back out. ill update soon. hopefully. hahahah looooooverssss.
oh yeah. zing is the gayest word in the world please dont use it near me hahahhahhaha
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so i guess its been awhile huh? hahahahha oh well. i dont really know what to say. i cant wait for winter basically. this 100 + degree weather has been out of hand, and my sweatpants and hoodies just cant take it much longer. hahahha. im in such a weird but hyper fun mood. i just lost one of my bestfriends. well i kinda did earlier in the day but i didnt let her know till now. amber ill miss you girl but shit happens and i just cant do it anymore<3. it was fun as shit while it lasted and maybe sometime in the future we can be as close as we used to be. but on the other hand school is in a month and im dreading it. JUNIOR YEAR? where'd all the time go? someone please, please.. inform me on that.
im starting up boxing again tomorrow. well maybe monday because this whole week is like.. the hottest ever and ill DIE! eh eh eh blahhhhhhhh!
idk, im going. i thought i had more to say but i obviousllllly dont!
K is turning 18 in 23 days. wtffffffffffff! <333333333333333333
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yesterday me and k drove around.. got lost. hahha then she had work so i went to adams and nick and conor were there and adams gf laura and as im walking in nick and conor are leaving so i figured id see who was up at eden. joey see's me so we're walkin and see megggggie and her doggie so we stop and talk to her for a little and then go to eden NO ONE is there go to bk and its freakin reilly and that boy kerry. so we were walking back to adams and seen people at eden so we chilled there and then more people came up so we stayed there all night.
well anyway. i usually NEVER sleep. im up all night basically. well lastnight i went to bed at 130 and K calls me and WAKES ME UPPP!!!! and is like "i told my mom im sleeping over your house, im outback, lets go we're meeting up with lopy and okane" so im like "nnoooooooo im sleeeepinggg come onnnnnnn" and shes like G! PLEASEEEEEEEEE so ofcourse i gave in, snuck outside which was like an obstacle course cause my every mood made a loud ass noise. so then we get outside and im like scared shitless of men so im like kJSLksjkjssdj and all these cars are coming and im like shit hide so we jet behind this car [cause cops and shit] and then we're walking and lopy wouldnt answer his phone! and im like no fuckin way im gonna kill someoneeeeeeeee!! so we sit down at this brick wall thing in someones backyard in the driveway and she has so be soooo bad so she hops in this yard and their bacjlight turns on hahahahhaa and then we're sittin there and some guy comes out and coughs and we were like shhhhhhhhhh dont talkkk so after like 5 minutes we got up and just walked away and K got on her phone.. "mom ive been trying to call you for so long now" HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA so all these backlights are turning on while we walk by and im like arghhhh what else can go wrongggg and then a bunny hops infront of me and i like died. so we walked home and we didnt know what to do..so we sat in her car for like 20 minutes..oh and she went online and lopys away was.. im sleeping ahahahahhahahahah we were sooo pissed so we sneak back in my house and then im on the computer and she layed down and im like DONT FALL ASLEEP.. and she does. on my bed. on my pillow. in my blankie so its like 4 and im talkin to my friend chris and hes tellin me to shake her and shit hahaha so im like omg i need to sleep im gonna jump in bed with her. shes like taking up my whole bed so i moved all this shit away from my floor cause my rooms amess and i got a pillow and then layed down on my hard ass floor and got two hoodies and they were my blankies :]
earlier today me and k went to ambers. went to the bank. amber was high as shit and laughing at everything hahha. got dd and sat in a parkinglot then went back to ambers and swam for 3.9 seconds. got the kids and babysat. then showered and went to eden. was there all night with basically screech nick joey dopey taz hamper flemming and katie.. it was fun. :]
tomorrow SHALL BE INTERESTTTTTTTINNGG!! mommys goin down the shore tomorrow.. know what that means? GINA FERRANTE IS GETTING SHITFACED!
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HELLLLLLO! wow. i forget whats been going on.. ill start with friday.
i went to joeys with screech and nick. and we just messed around and then went to screechs. then we went to eden. it was funfunfunfunfun.
saturday i walked to eden. nnoooooooobody was there and it was like 630. i was so confused why nobody was out. so i walked to bk. and fazio, jimmy lee and reily were out. and bridget and kelsey so i sat with the boys and then gary came and everybody else left with tom and some kid to go smoke. so i sat with gary and his girlfriend. then i left and walked back to eden and seen terrill on the way. so we skipped eden and went to "the spot" in eden hall. soo many people were there and i LOVEEEEED it. i usually have a problem being with my friends when they smoke and drink. i get in the worse moods and just dont wanna talk to anybody. and i didnt. i didnt care at ALLLLL. the whole night was just so chill i felt like nothing could get to me. so then people left for the keg right out of the woods and me, mcgarvey, john saint peter, jim panno, and john stayed and johnstpeter was playin his acoustic and everyone was singin and i loved it. so i wanted to get out of the bugs and jim tried to show me the way but it was so dark and he almost led us into a huge bush of plants so we gave up and went back. hahaha. so we're there for a lil longer and all we hear is "GET OUTTTTTTA THEREEEE!!!!!!" and flashlights and stuff. so we were like "dude lets just go to the keg now" so we walk out and NOBODY is there. cups are on the ground and my umbrella that i let tony borrow so he doesnt get ticks ahaha and soccer bags and it was crazy. so we were like holy shit where is everyone and we see this light and im like guys the cops are still here and they were like no its just a porchlight and im like im telling you! so we get closer and theres cops and i was like SEEE I TOLD YOUUU hahaha so we ran a little and then we walked the rest out and didnt get caught haha it was so funny. so we go up eden and met up with everybody. and idk it was just a fun ass night and i loved every second of it :]]]
sunday i walked to church!!!!!!!!! :] and met up with mike harrington haha then we walked and then i met up with steve and gelovich at bk then left. then later i went to eden and played some tennis baseball with tony taz terrill and vince and seana katiekelly and taylor and melissa were up there too and then anthony came and then johnstpeter john and jim. so we all just chilled and then it was getting late and people went in cause of school so K came and chilled and then we went to drews house in bridesburg hahaha oh my it was so fun. she was so freakin dumb that night that me and drew just made fun of her the whole time haha. we used her moms car instead so when were parked outfront of his house and she was out of the car. i hopped in her seat and started backin up. and then a car was coming so i pushed the gas hahahahha and they think i was gonna go through the garage but i know what i am doing. and i did it twice. and almost gave her a heartattack haha. then we went home and stuffffffffs.
monday me and k picked up this girl chelsea that she works with. she was realllly nice! and we went to oxford valley. shopped and shopped and shopped. laughs and laughs. then we left and i was suppose to have a softball game but it got cancelled so we just had practice scrimage and the adults played too. it was cute. but i was sooo tired. so then i came home and got changed and smelled :] haha and got dropped off at eden. walked down tonys street and met him at the end of the woods of eden hall. we walked to the softball field and sat on the benches with johnstpeter, jim, and john. they minus jim smoked. and played geeetar again. its the hippie cirle. and i made fun of tony for it cause i thought it was the gayest thing in the world but it ended up being amazing and i wanna do it again tonight. i love chill nights. :] then left cause of something im not gonna mention. haha. then me and tony departed from the others and went to steves thenn idk K picked me up and we picked up katehelm and drove her home and then me and k were tryna figure out what to do. so we're driving and driving and we see all these boys HAHAHA so we pull over and it ended up being matt okane and his friends. i knew him BRIAN JOHNSON!! and mason. the other two i didnt. so we met them at wawa. and pulled out twister ahahhaha. so then we took trips driving them to brians who live on the street over. and then we stayed there till like 12 cause i NEEDED to leave HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA K. then me and K just chilled on her step and then went in around 1245?
today went tanning with K and then kmart. then she had work so imma bout to shower and hopefully hippiecircle again and if not then steves to go swimming.
K just got out of a 2 and a half year relationship and shes already pimping it up. like not even kidding its so funny. loppppy<33 hhahhahaha
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hiyas!! its still been too long but oh wells! ill just start off with friday. i got dropped off at screechs. so it was me and him for a couple hours. then we called everybody cause we were gonna go to the movies but they were all up at eden drinking instead [like usual how the original plans break] so i was pissed as shit cause FOR ONCE i just wanted to go to the movies without drinking or smoking or anything.. and we didnt. and on top of that it was about ready to S T O R M! which im 9348539843 times deathy afraid of! but when we got to eden there was A LOT! of people there so i had fun. then me and screech walked back to his house in the rain and we were soaked so we decsided to play in it. we were running and jumping and kicking and everything. into puddles and oh my goshhhh my favorites are the MOVING puddles next to the sidewalks. oh man SO MUCH FUNNNNNN!! hahah so we ordered food and i paid :] i got a wrap and he got a burger and fries. hahaha so we get to his house and im like dude, your throwing my clothes in the dryer. so i took off my hoodie and my pants and he took off his shit and put it in the dryer ahahhahaha i was in a blanket though so no worries!! and i had my shirt on too. haahhaa oh it was interesting. then my mommy came at 1130. it was fun i love my screech bff yo!!! OH AND BY THE WAY MY CAMERA BROKE FROM SO MUCH RAIN AHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
saturday me and K went to nesham and then around 6 me and my mommy and my brother and my mommys boyfriend went out to dinner for my brothers 22nd birthday cause it was friday! TWENTYTWO!!!!! WHERE DID THE TIME GOOOOOOOO. so we went to the outback and it was SOOOOOOOOOOO good omg their chicken is like incredible hahahha. and then i went to my daddys and watched boondocksaints. AMAZING movie. its my second favorite. its seriously amazing&&i love it :]
then today i came home.. got showered and stuffs and then went to my cousins graduation party. i CAN NOT believe he graduated. time flys by so fast and it SCARES THE HELL OUTTA ME! imma be a JUNIOR next year! like wtf? anyway so i came home and then me and K drove around.. had soo much fun. so many funny things happened tonight hahaha.
now its 301am and theres no school tomorrow. im in a GOOD mood too!!! :] i love these moods. i just wanna stay awake forever even though sleep sounds rather refreshing right now. hahhah yeah okay ill be there in like 5 hours :DDD
softball game tomorrow. we only won 1 game hahaha but i enjoy it.
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oh man i havent updated in a minute. hahahah. ive been doing basically nothing at all. school is almost over and i couldnt be more excited. i started doing crunches/situps again before i go to bed. but i couldnt lastnight cause i felt like i was gona throw up.. went to bed at freakin 1130! and woke up to a 101.7 fever. i feel fine now but i still have a fever? its weird. and i wanna go out but my moms being gay. yeah mom sorry.. im not sitting in on my break. its just not gonna happen.
free ice things at dunkin donuts.. whatever day that was. it was fun. i dont even like coffee but i manged to drink a whole one. maybe cause i poured about 1093 packets of sugar in it. haha steve drove us home from school and we stopped and got them. then i was sitting in the rest of the night until steve called me and asked me to go with him to drop brianna off somewhere. he thought he was gonna get lost so he needed me there. (cause im good at directions and all haha) i love pretending :]. anyway so we didnt feel like going in so we called up tony and picked him up and went to eden(havent been there in fo'evvvvv!) and we played bball with the brand new basketball i got tony for his 17th birthday! his basically sucked. and it was soooo much fun.
lastnight around 930 me and K picked up katehelm. we drove around. then parked in this parkinglot. this HOT ASSSSSS kid was talking to us.. well K. haha and omg he was drunk out of his mind it was sooo funny. but his name was brandon and i was in love for like the 20 minutes he was standing at our window. HAHHAHA.
well im waiting for K to get back from tanning then idk what we are doing. i wanted to go but im afraid ill pass out from being so hot cause im sick and stuff. so tonight better be fun. cause im going out no matter what. :] hopefully. haha.
i need a boyfriend PRONTO! idk even know what that means but i think its the right word.
whos going to warped tour this augustttttttttt?
well i will update later.. i PROMISSSSSSE cause i miss this ish.
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IM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF! i was just really happy because i was listening to underoath and they got me in a good mood. so i just typed this REALLY long thing. my whole week. and what i did. and it was a lot. and my websites fucking suck so it happened AGAIN! fuck it. im not typing all that shit over. just pictures.
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so its exactly 5:00 AM and i think its bed time. me and michelle were just playin on inklink. nerdssss on online games :D addicting i must say though. i told K id go to the vet with her and her doggie chloe, but i would haveta wake up at 830. yeah righttt. i texted her and told her the deal-o. but maybe ill still go. tony got caught smoking and now he cant go for his license tomorrow [today]. i hung out with seana danielle and katek tonight around like 9! random and i missed them girlies. then me seana and terrill went to joeys and mark and conor were there. then left. ill update tomorrow.. i think.
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i fucking hate lj. i just had THE LONGEST fucking entry typed. and it all just went away. stupid fucking ass cunt whore! WHAT THE FUCK! whatever. theres no way in hell im typing ANY of that over.
except for the fact that my brother isnt fighting ammature fights anymore. they said all he needs is a promoter and hes going pro! HELLO PR BOXER BROTHER ON TV WITH BIG BUCKS! :]
oh and, dashboard is amazing. i never listened to them before because i dont like big bands. and i gave them a chance, and im in love.
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hello there. long time no talk. i do not remember anything i did except this weekend. and sometime a bit ago. oh! okay i think i know. last weekend [friday] ummm amber came down and me her tony screech terrill joey and dopey all hung out. it was alright. then saturday me and K drove around until like five cause i hadda go to my daddys. we went to new hope and out of nowhere popped up cry baby bridge. and we were like how the fuck did we get here haha. ill tell the story in a little if you dont know what it is. so we were just like ahhh and decided we were gonna go back sunday night. so i went to my dads. watched movies. went to bed. woke up. watched TV. came home and waited for the night. the people kept changing for who was gonna go but it finally ended up being me K amber tony and steve. so we drive down to cry baby bridge and me and K were like shitting ourselves and we finally got there and drove soo fast through the bridge cause we were so scared. so we turned around and went in again and went realllly slow and steve wanted to get out but there was no way me and K were haha i was soo scared. so it was gay but who cares. i wanna go back and actually get out, but i know that wont happen. i can dream, right?
thennn this weekend.. friday i met up with tony at bk and we walked to adams. good convo. messed around and made up games. then got to adams and jeff was there then screech came and we were gonna go to the mall but time flew by. jeff wanted chinese food so we walked there, then we went to screechs and watched rockey and that was all. it was so short but i had lots of fun. saturday i went up to eden. a lot of people were there. then everybody left so i went to tonys and mark was there and we talked. well they talked i kinda just listened but i cant wait till we actually start making movies. haha yeh, stfu. movies :] thennn we went to bk and stayed there for a while. then steve called and mark left so me tony steve and gelovich went to the movies and seen when a stranger calls. a lot of people said it was bad but i actually liked it. sundayyy me and K were gonna go shopping but my period starting getting really bad and my stomach hurt so bad so i took medicine and slept for an hour. woke up and did my project then me k and mat drove to joe veleks house cause he printed me out my papers since EVERYBODY's printer is "broken." well i got him mcdonalds and gave him 2 dollars. you do me a favor, i return 3928 x better. cause im a nice person and wont tell you my printer doesnt work. grr. anyway so it took me forever to do and it looks like shit but i got it done and thats all that really matters.
tomorrow is not gonna be a good day. the 28th. woulda- shoulda- coulda been me and kyles 3 years. 2 years without him has been hell, and im just waiting to see what happens for the next 293852. i just thank God we are still friends. not even closeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to how we used to be. but hey, ill take what i can get. so if im in a bad mood tomorrow, which i probably will be, then just.. leave me alone basically.
im listening to AND THEN I TURNED SEVEN. they are actually really really good. secondhand serenade has been on repeat day in and day out. amazing guy. no not band, guy. his lyrics are so incredible. i suggest you download him NOW.
anybody going to take action tour? so far me and john are going. and probably K and idk who else. im excited though. okay so the "EMO" article in the school newspaper really pissed me off today. idk why but it did. i hate the word emo, i really do. it doesnt sound right to me anymore. like today in gym all i hear is the freshmen talking about how some emo guys are hot and how a lot of them arent. i wanted to scream. and emo this, emo that. its a fucking type of music. not a style. get the hell over it. i miss being in 7th grade and basically me and amanda gelovich and K being the only ones who listened to that kinda stuff and then everybody else being like omg how can you listen to that yeh right i would never!! ::HAHAHAHA:: "RAPRAPRAPPPPP" but oh well what can yahhh dooo.
i just left this and went over K's. we just had the biggest talk about college and stuff. and how we are staying together no matter what, and going to the same college and being roomies. and getting messed up together and having so much fun. i think she is the only person i know along with myself who is so ahead of thinking of life and how we want it to be and actually thinking a little too ahead with like how we want our kids to be okay and all this stuff. and it really helped. we are going shopping in a couple minutes. im gonna try and find a sophhop dress. not really excited for it but you never know. andddd we are looking for jobs. hopefulllllyyy i find one cause i neeeed money so bad.
i forget what else i was gonna talk about. oh right! the crybabybridge story. okay so some teenage girl in the like 1800's screwed this guy and they had triplets or some shit and he left them and her dad kicked her out so she drown her babies and hung herself at that bridge. so when you go your supposed to like hear babys cry or see things. idk i coudnt tell you since i was a scardycat.
hrmmmm! what else what elseeeee. idk. ill update more often cause this is actually pretty fun. im missing boxing right now. stupid K. haha jjjjjjjjaykay. alright well im peacin. <3333
this new lj thing sucks.
me amber and tony
screech terrill tony and me. QUADPOD
screech me and amber.
screech and dopey
myself and BEBFEkdjfksdjfkjSTFU
hhhahaha if you knew my friends you would think this was the funniest picture ever.
amb and tony <33
me and K
cry baby bridge
sup yellow teeth
screech and adam
screech and jeff
tony and joey. DAHAHAHAHAHAHA dont feel like explaining that.
why are tonys hands soooo red? this freaked me out
me and my madison :]
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Posted on February 16, 2006 @ 9:57 am
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i havent updated in forever. A LOT has been going on which i dont feel like writing. valentines day sucked, it does every year. uhmm school is alright. im gonna try so much harder and stuff so hopefully it works. everyday after school when i get home im gonna start walking around taking pictures. i love photography and i wanna be really good one day. sophhop is coming up. i kinda wanna go alone but then again i dont. i dont even know if i can go with my 32 dermerits but i heard macool's shit is getting takin off? thats 12 dermerits off :] well im done for now i guess i dont really feel like typing but terrill is aloud out tomorrow finally and i am wayyyyy excited.
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Posted on January 31, 2006 @ 4:57 am
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my lj has been so gay. it lets me look at my page and my friends page when im notlogged on but when i am logged on it dont let me. its gay as shit. im babysitting right now. im bored. my throat and head are going wild on me. they are probably having nice hot sex or something because it hurts reaaaaaaalllllllllllyyyyyyyy baddd. okay no, lets not think they are doing that.
im carrying gifts up on thursday mass for frosh and sophs. yell my name =]
i have 32 dermerits as of right now. it sucks reallllllllllllllly bad. i cant play any sports or go to any dances. i tried to talk to galeone about it but hes so like out of it with everything its like he dont even care. i was like is there ANY way that i can get them taken off and he said no. and i was like i really wanna play softball and he said well who gave them to you and i said they are mostly from macool and he was like well if you dont get a dermerit from now till tryouts then ill let you play. UM WOW. do you know HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW hard that will be? i almost felt like crying. hopefully if my mom goes to school some will be taken off. IM PRAYING.
my weekend was gay. sunday was fun though. HAHAHA k screech and adam came over and we made this movie. funny shit. i tried to put it on youtube but its long. ill try again cause its worth it.
i failed my permit test on wed. which was my bday! haha it was hard. ive been trying to go back but my mom can never get out of work. i was soooo close to going today but my mom screwed something up at her office and had to start it all over. this sucks. now i gotta wait till AUGUST to get my license instead of july. fuckin gay yeh. they are changing it soon you gotta be either 17 or 18 i think HAHAHAH CHELSEA SUCKS FOR YOUR YOUNGASSSSSSSS =] jk.
but yehhhhhhhh. blah. ill update later.
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ok so my weekend was horrible. i sat in on friday cause everybody was drinking and i didnt wanna be there. it was so boring i mean i shouldve just shot myself or something.
saturday went to screechs all night cause the weather sucked and we couldnt agree on a movie. nick was there. its always nice to see that boy. then around 930 tony and amber came. chilllleddddd..
sunday yet again i sat in. terrance and mike were supposed to pick me up but terrs mom wouldnt let him drive on the icey roads and she took his battery out of his car. so i was screwed for the rest of the day.
monday i went out cause there was no way i was sitting in three days out my four day weekend. so i went to bk. E was drunk as shit. annoying as shit too might i add. then idk i was soooooo cold and couldnt stay out any longer so i was gonna walk to steves until my mom picked me up cause she was at the doctors. but i got lost walking to his house from torresdale. i got in some little tiny neighborhood and went the wrong way. it was pitch dark, cold, and i was alone. and being alone in the dark outside is my BIGGEST fear. so im walking and some guy pulls up to his house and kinda just stares at me and i go to call steve and my phone shut off and wouldnt turn back on. so meanwhile im thinking this guy has some device to shut off my phone and im pretty much gonna die. well i start running. and im like crying a little cause it was so scary and then i see torresdale ave and i see marks house and i was like holy shit i know where i am so i had to walk up like 7 or so blocks before i got back to burgerking and then mikey fixed my phone and said it was just cause it was cold out and then my mom called and i left. wow it was soooo scaryyyyyyyyy.
yesterday i had to babysit so K picked me up from school and picked up the kids and then i babysat. i thought my soccer game started at 7 so its 645 and me and my mom are sitting in some parking lot and i called kim and she said it was at 730 so my mom was soo mad and then 730 rolled around and the doors were still locked and then our game got cancelled. and me and chelsea wanted to see a movie too. IM SORRY CHELLLLLSSSS i was so mad haha.
well today has been such a bad day. first off, tim and tom have been gone for two years. the rain + school didnt make that any better. then at the end of the day i found out K stayed home so we cant go to the graves cause some people are going. and my dad called yelling about me not ever helping my mom and if i dont start then im moving in with him. fuck that. i cleaned when i got home. dishes, folded clothes and room again somewhat. did my mom smile at alllllll? nope. me and her are still really bad. FIGHT AFTER FIGHT AFTER FUCKING FIGHT. =[ ugh.
i can still remember the days of their viewings/funerals, as if it was 5 minutes ago. everybody standing around tom and just chilling with him for the last time. and when it was time to leave, it was almost as it was unreal. and on the way home from his burial, nik got me K and megan lost in southphilly driving home. it was crazy. seeing guys walking with poles over their shoulders and a bucket hanging off the end. and tims funeral.. the biggest line, starting from outside.. freeezing cold. couldnt stand with him. you only got one look/goodbye after going through what felt like 30 rooms. he didnt look like him, he looked orange and the dim light made it worst. i remember tims mom thought kev was tim. with the red hair and stuff.. =[ and me and K were driving to his burial with blake, and his car didnt have heat. so we were freezing. and there was no music. so blake used his wheel for a drumbeat. and then when tims burial was over, they actually started putting him down in the ground while people were still standing there. and it was like tipping to the side and it made a big noise and kinda fell. megan said he was just playing a joke on us to make us feel better and to make us laugh like he always did. ugh. i hate funerals =[ i dont understand death. i realllllly dont.
( we miss you guys )
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Posted on January 10, 2006 @ 10:05 am
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welllll well welllllllll. im in 3rd period. my stomach is killing me. i wanna go home. friday me and K went to the hidden in plain view show. first driveby played but we missed them. who cares. then came valencia. they were soo good. K is obsessed haha. then houston calls played. they were ohkay. the singer wasnt very moveable though he just kinda stood there and sang. but it was good. thennn hipv came on. and they were amazinggggggggggggg. sooo much better then the other show. i loved everyminute of it. and screech and nick came and hung out with us for a little until they had to leave. it was fun! =] then mat came and got us at 12 cause K didnt trust her car downtown and yeh idk.
saturday i went to terrills with amber tony adam and screech for like 10 minutes for his birthday "surprise" haha. i was so mad i had to leave but my brother had a boxing match which he did his WORSTTTT ever in. he didnt eat or drink ONE thing to be able to fight. cause you gotta weigh yourself in and if your over your weight then you cant fight. so that was what was wrong but my dad thinks its something to do with him fighting black people. he hasnt one won fight to a "colored indivdual." idk when he fights white kids he is always pumped and all over the place and beating the shit out of them but when he fights blacks he is all sloppy and barely throws his hands. so idk my dad thinks one thing but my brother wont admit it. oh well he needs to work on so much before he even goes pro. but he has till june so goodluck on that! then slept over my dads and watched movies and stuff.
sunday i babysat. then drove around with joe and nick. it was soooo much fun hahah.
monday i went to boxing. school was gay. then me and K drove around. we saved a dog!! for real for real. we just found it running around so we put it in the car and went house to house with this kid vince and found the owner! THE BELL RANG SHIT!
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hahhaha sunday night was sooo much fun me and K are just oh my god stalkers to the max lmao. we just drove around.. did our shit. dont mess.
idk what to talk abouttttt but today i didnt go to school and was in the hospital from 2-730.
well lastttttt.. tuesday i think it was, i couldnt open my right eye and it hurt sooo bad and it kept tearing like massivly. thats when i was at the mall with nick caringi and joeNAPPPPPP. haha oh man i didnt tell you about that did i. well idk they picked me up and we went to franklin mills.. went in spencers, got the chicken that you squeeze and it makes chicken noises. hahah so we are runnin around the mall doing it to people and we drove around doing it to people outside well i said lets go to kfc and do it in the drivethrew HAHAHAH so we go in the drive threw and the guy was like can i take your order and nick was like yeah can we have a BAAAAAACCCCCCCCC BACCCCCCCC hahah it had to be the funniest thing i was practically in tears. so thats when the eye thing startedddd and i slept for 15 hours it hurt so bad.
ohkay soooooo it was REALLLLLLLLY bad lastnight.. and i went to the family doctor last wed. cause they werent open at night but they couldnt see anything wrong with it but lastnight it was sooo bad like i went to the emergency room but it was a 3-4 hour wait so i was like no forget it i gotta go to bed so i slept for 15 hours again and i didnt go to school today so i went to the real eyedoctor and he said he thinks its a sinus infection and i had to get a catscan. its when they put you in this circle thing and they like gave me this needle and all this shit ran through my veins and my body felt so hot and i felt like i was peein myself it suckkeedd. i got this funny taste in my mouth and idk i felt like shit. so i gotta go back tomorrow to get the results but my mom works there so she gets answers whenever she wants them and they said it def. is a sinus infection so idk ill be in school tomorrow but without contacts or glasses its gonna be a nightmare but i am getting new glasses since i lost my other ones gr im so mad about that but im mad that i missed my first indoor soccer game tonight but we won so im happy about that okay well im gonna go idk heres a nasty picture of what my eye looked like when i woke upppppppp.
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Posted on January 01, 2006 @ 4:54 am
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sooooooooooo yeh. i dont really feel like updating. but i will. but only cause i just got a new layout. wooooo. finally different then the others. idk what the last thing i updated about. christmas presents maybe? well idk what i didddddd since then umm indoor soccer practice FINALLY! first came on the 3rd.
umm OHHHHHHHHHH hahahahah i slept over rosinas on wed. haha wow that was fun. we went to bed at 5. woke up at 11 something and went shoppin for her gpops funeral =[ sorry girl. came homeee did nothing so she came back over with um carobine hah and her bf and yeh then they left around 930 and at 10 i got a shower haha and k came over till like 12.
then friday went to the mall with devin! haha always fun with her! ALWAYS good talks.
hmmmmmm lastnight was new years eve. SOOOOOO GAY. first around 5 i went over screechs with terrill adam and nick. then adam left and the rest of us just messed around and chilllllllled. around 8 mark and joey came. i told mark why i was mad at him. its sooo hard to be though. i guess cause we've been such good friends since kindergarden. but idk. then we met up with tony and amber. we fucked with tony so bad with terrill being so drunk. i wish i had it on tape. he believed everything. terrill, might i say, very good acting =] haha. thennnnn me screech and nick ate at villagios and 293 years later met up with everybody again at joeys. okay so 20 minutes to midnight and i get my little stomach thing[cilitis yeh i cant spell] and i HAD TO GO HOME or i was prob. gonna shit myself in joeys basement. um so i go home and my mom wouldnt let me back out? i was soo pissed off. and its all cause of me and ambers fucking book. if she never read that whole thing, shed let me out in a second. and she said she dont trust K on new years eve without drinking and driving. i was flippin out. so i go upstairs and cry. yeh cry stfu cause I WAS JUSTTTTTT OUT and out of nowhere its 5 minutes to 12 and everybody is out having a good time and im sitting on my fucking computer. so i go downstairs with my eyes and face beat red and i was like WHERES THE MEDICINE and shes like in the cabinet hun. and i was like DONT CALL ME HUN! and i took the shit and went back upstairs. then all i hear is GINA! so i go downstairs and im like WHAT. and she was like 35 seconds till midnight. and i was like I REALLYYYYYYYY DONT CARE RIGHT NOW. and ran back upstairs. so all i hear is screamin and fireworks and all this shit. i made the situation worse by opening my window and leaning on the windowsill watching everybody on the other street runnin around. so i closed it and blasted some music. my mom texted me and said happy new years. love you. and i texted back and said YOU OBVIOUSLY DONT. then i went to bed around 4.
HIDDEN IN PLAIN VIEW on the 6th<333333333 MY BIRTHDAY AND PERMIT on the 25th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeh. so i dont have any resolutions. fuck them. 2006 can suck me. it already sucks.
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